CATCAFEJAM is over!! :), i am now FREEE to work on my other projectsssssssssss, its a bunch of fun and freedom nowwwwww wohooo, im super duper excited for everything that life will beeeeeeeee.
i am going to work on pheonix mountain :p
yesterday i read a really cool article on wikipedia, it was about sublimation, the psychological defence, it's so interesting!!! freud said that it was the substitution of [LATENT] energy into
constructive things like art. i was more interested by the concepts i was introduced to from lacan, it's very very interesting,,, i like the idea of a permanent vacuum which through our lives we try to fill,
it also implies we will permanently disatisfied. but sublimation is a substitution for the thing that'll fill the vacuum, so maybe through creating art there will be a decrease in how disatisfied we feel.
oh mymymymyh it is today!!!!!!!!! how beautifyl is that, another another day
today is today once more, currently, i in the present tense, am on my way to the "skin doctor". new: the "skin doctor" did nothing new. i have an assignment from tha college, it's regarding the "simulation" genre, what the freak. this sucks. the simulation genre is a SUPER-GENRE man, like it's impossible to pin down, there's construction simulations, sports simulations, life simulations, this sucks.
i am writing this retroactively, i think i wont be able to capture my feelings, as they were fleeting. i am close to finishing cat_shot!!! i uploaded a new build today + made an icon for it quickly, however i dont think ive made a very interesting game, it's for the hokocafe gamejam and soley, i dont think the game is fun, and i dont think any ideas presented in the game are interesting. i would be lying if i said i hadn't learnt anything from making it though. the biggest thing being that i REALLY want to make games that are interesting and i mean INTRIGUING!! this has no appeal. to me. to anyone.
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